All my favorite novel links/recommendations part 6

Woah, another new year is here. 沉溺于BL文也有一年半了。不敢想象自己已读了上百的文文。:D 还有更多的好文还没看呢。。

160。《重生之苏晨的幸福生活》

类别：重生，温馨，先虐后甜，隐忍受？ 校园

苏晨，男，二十九岁，生日当天，工作丢了，股票被套牢了，男朋友和别人跑了。不过此人个性凉薄，对钱财观念不重，工作可以再找，股票可能会升值，两条腿的男人满大街都是。于是，此君仍吃得香睡得好。  没曾想到一觉醒来，竟重回到高中时代！  一切重来之后，会有什么际遇？  金钱？会有的！  美男？也会有的——不过，不需要这么多吧 

第一次读重生文，以为不好看，但是还很不错！ 虽然是老套的后悔 bla bla bla.. 这文是说失去和珍惜的故事，文到后面很甜蜜。;D 
My rating: ☆☆☆☆☆


161. 
《重生之扫墓》
类别：重生，温馨，先虐后甜, 误解，霸道攻。
 前世做了一辈子冤大头，终于命丧车轮下 却重生为十七岁的病弱美少年 我只不过心血来潮，想为自己扫一下墓 谁料得，竟然遇到自己上一世的仇人
My rating: ☆☆☆☆☆


162. 

报复

一次次的蹂躏，一次次的报复。。。。。。
可谁又知这里的愁肠百转。。。。。。

类别：明星记者，纠缠， 

情节预料之中。



My rating: ☆☆☆


163. 

《夏雪无晴》




类比：现代，虐心，受虐到傻，

一系列精心部署后，王晔终于捕获了情敌，和曾经叛逃而去的情人。
处置情敌轻而易举，但如何面对这畏缩在角落的单薄身影，却成为王晔的难题。
白湘宇，他当日小心翼翼爱护唯恐委屈分毫的白湘宇，曾经美如夏日下一簇耀眼的白花，为何如今伤痕累累，憔悴如斯？
惩罚的决心，在凝视那张苍白惊惶的脸时，渐渐动摇……



My rating: ☆☆☆☆☆


164. 




漂白的爱情》by 雨天

好文啊，真的是好文啊。几经波折的感情，误解背叛报复，最终都因为爱而得到了赦免。

个人觉得前几篇有些草率，但到后面虐时文笔却很好，美中不足的是没有太多的虐攻的部分，但值得一看。

吐血推荐（现代 商道 HE）


My rating: ☆☆☆☆






165.




《水滴声声




玩点灵异游戏，是无聊学生们常做的事，而我，刚入大学的新鲜人，
更是乐此不疲，笔仙、碟仙，想得出来的有趣玩意儿我都试过，
但什么事也没有发生，直到我和室友们四人在黑屋里玩了一个诡秘的游戏……
莫名出现的第五人、清晰的水滴声和墙上的大片水渍，被狙杀的不只是玩过游戏的我们，
只要住在308寝里的人都不能幸免；未知的恐惧、预知的战栗，紧紧包围着我们，
停止不了的水声滴滴是死者眷恋人世的情人眼泪，还是无法哭泣的冤魂用血泪凝成的悲鸣？




强推荐！！！！！ 

A lot of unexplained and terrifying experiences/chapters. and even though it doesn't focus on BL love story, (but it does have) the gripping feeling have your eyes glued to the words all the while. And as read towards the end, and the truth is revealed one by one, goosebumps build up. It's a great story!

 My rating: ☆☆☆☆☆




166.




《妖孽横生》




十年前，
三个青涩少年。
一个自杀未遂，
一个远走他乡，
丢下丁沂一个人留守原地，
承受冲动的惩罚。
十年後，
那两个跑掉的混蛋忽然回到他面前，
全都一付释然的表情告诉他：
一切都过去了，
让我们忘了那件事吧，
重新做朋友。
可是，
当丁沂信以为真的时候，
才发现自己被耍了——
统统是鬼话，
他们从来没想放过自己！
那些该还的债，
债主从来没打算一笔勾销……




类别：现代，1 攻多受，受反攻？ 强强攻，冤家对头。

又是 苏特 的作品，品质我不质疑！没看简介会搞不清楚这文的主角到底是谁，谁又是攻，谁又是受？ 情节也耐人寻味，只是觉得其他的受（好多受哦）很快原谅攻，没太多虐攻部分，倒是为主角受那得不到的爱和这十七年的纠缠心疼。不错！

My rating: ☆☆☆☆☆




167。 




《惹火》作者：七优

单恋有了行动，就有了幸福

　　江承泽第一眼看见吴靖亚，是个晴朗的夏天。
　　一身便服，引人注意的冷漠容颜，寂寞的抽着烟。
　　从来不明白什么是心动的他，却在那一瞬间找到了自己的心跳。
　　而本以为他们只是无缘的陌生人，而上天却让他们有了交集……
　　吴靖讨厌弱者，非常讨厌。
　　因此他从来学不会同情，也讨厌那些对他有所祈求的人。
　　所以他非常讨厌江承泽。 




类别：校园，现代，平凡受，渣攻?, 虐

看的我很楸心，受的执著，攻的狠心。。 HE






My rating: ☆☆☆☆






168。

《心蚀》

平凡壮硕的走江湖卖艺小厮石柱，机缘巧合之下被爱须眉不爱巾帼的翩翩浊世佳公子李承翰相中。不但三下两下被对方骗走了身，连心都忍不住为对方所侵蚀，沉沦···
无奈他不知这一夕缠绵于风流成性的李大公子来说只可算是逢场作戏，过眼即忘。可怜实心眼的石柱毫不会意，傻傻地辞别了师傅，进了李家府邸，一心只想与对方长厢厮守···
从李府到江湖，两人经历连番考验，到底将会何去何从？




类别：风流攻，平凡受，古代

不错的文，不是很虐，但文笔易懂。

My rating: ☆☆☆☆




168。



半熟


从小缺少家庭温暖的武志杰看似乖张霸道,实则内心脆弱,渴望关爱.当他遇到唯唯诺诺的小gay陈安居时,一时无聊,便起了逗弄的心思,利用暴力恐吓对对方的身体极尽玩弄,但在他心里,这只是男生之间的小游戏.他自以为从未将对方放在心上过,因而也不甚在意.直到有一天,他看到陈安居与别的男生走在一起,亲亲密密说说笑笑,顿感怒火中烧......
而另一方面,可怜的陈安居,一直对武志杰的行为百般容忍,甚至半推半就,那么他对武志杰又到底抱有怎样的感情?这样的两颗心又该如何走近?




看那简介很吸引人对不对？哈哈，还好没让我失望。

My rating: ☆☆☆




169.




唐突美人




一个在国外生活 中文很烂 却回到中国古代去的文
很特别~``也很搞笑

My rating: ☆☆☆☆☆




170.




《混混黑情》


http://www.dzxsw.cn/book/35893/




陆离就是一个小混混，他的不平凡就始于那一天，他的老大叫他奸了同属同一帮派的而且还是帮主之子的黑道大哥的孔雀。孔雀本想把他调到自己的羽翼之下再慢慢整死他，然而陆离聪明的用一点小手段换取了他的无法下手，手无法下，但心却陷落了，孔雀和陆离用着最不同寻常的方式眷恋着对方。陆离还是被利用了，被陷害被设计，但他得知真相之时却无法怨恨，因为这个男人一切都是以爱他的名义……




My rating: ☆☆☆☆




180.




《弃子》




类别：隐忍受，虐心，现代，强推荐！！！ 

他有二个情人，一个是被他捧在心上的，一个是把他捧在心上的。
　　被他捧在心上的那个，自然是用上了心宠，愈发骄纵横恣，但他就喜欢他飞扬跋扈的模样，那种嚣张地扬溢著的青春神采实在光耀的眩人。
　　追他追得辛苦，费尽心思才换得他一顾，愈加捧在手心上呵护。
　　把他捧在心上的那个，勉强来说也不能算是情人，不过是他父亲小时候送给他的生日礼物，说好听一点儿是伴读和及至成长後现在的有力臂助，但说穿了不过是贴身仆佣和助理罢了。
　　从小一起长大，也谈不上什麽感情，自然而然就习惯了，在青春期时忍不下好奇偷嚐禁果的第一次对象就是他，後来被父亲知道，他离开了一段时间，原来是他向父亲要求练习床技好随时满足自己，虚荣感和被服侍的优越感也让他多了另一种身份，固定的床伴。




看的我心楸， 看完了流泪，不要担心，HE啦，是一篇好文！！！  





My rating: ☆☆☆☆☆








181. 

《诱声魅色》作者：青罗扇子




N o b l e是家知名g ay店。神秘，高贵，奢侈，口口靡。
男人们，在这相互角力、充满激 情与诱惑的圈子中，玩着征服与被征服的游戏。
这是一个温柔腹黑的牛郎大叔的故事……

JJ完结 出版书 哇咔咔~~ 




My rating: ☆☆☆☆




182. 

重生之名流巨星


杜云修努力动了动手指，没想到还能动弹。这令他有些吃惊，于是越发小心的试探起四肢，胳膊能伸展，没什么大问题，腿也有知觉，应该没断。

　　

　　他不禁有点不幸中万幸的感觉，毕竟当时那场车祸实在是太骇人了。

　　虽然只是一瞥，但他敢肯定开车的那个少年还未成年，车型是阿斯顿-马丁VANQUISHI，007詹姆士邦德开的那款。

　　

　　不过他也只看清这些。

　　因为下一秒他就被那个飙车少年给撞翻了。身体高高抛在空中，那种剧烈的撞击疼得他连声音都发不出来……

　　

　　劫后余生的惊喜过后，就是渐渐的淡然了。

　　他的人生还得继续。


My rating: ☆☆☆




183. 




《转角》




外热内冷自卑的小受,黑心腹攻，

My rating: ☆☆☆




184. 

一夜能有多少情







类别：现代，冤家对头，虐心，3P， 强推介！

但我还是气得发抖，“老头子怎么会教出这种儿子啊！他简直就是有爹生，没娘教啊！” 




“之信少爷你小声点呀，这句话绝对不能让雅浩少爷听见啊，他自小他妈妈就……” 




臣律师这句话还没说完，楼上就一个啤酒罐扔下来，刚好砸到我的头上。 




全场肃静三分钟。 




“鲁雅浩——！我杀了你——！” 




“之信少爷你冷静点，冷静点啊——！” 




“死男妓，你滚下来，你看我怎么干死你！滚下……” 




“哥。”在我喊的正起劲的时候，身后突然被轻拍了一下，接着传来之乐的叫声。 




“怎么？”我转过身紧张的看着他。不会是牛奶真的有毒吧。 




“这牛奶真好喝。” 




说着，之乐把手中那杯还剩一口的牛奶递给我。 




我干张着嘴久久无法言语。其实那刻，我真想趴在地上痛哭十回。 




I really liked this s tory. The descriptions and way of writing are good, unique. It's funny at the beginning but towards the middled, the heart-wrenching began. The story also made me shed tears for countless of times.. 




My rating: ☆☆☆☆☆




185. 喜新厌旧  by 敛一




主角叫杜常青（0），贺去灾（1）名字可能记不准了。。。俩人青梅竹马，0暗恋1,1大学教授风流成性，总是很迅速的喜欢上美女又很迅速的甩掉美女，然后0黯然神伤。。。对于1的风流，他自己的说法是不相信长久的爱，于是0暗自爆发，和1打赌说有这样的，于是表白，紧接着担心1和他绝交于对1下药使之生米煮成熟饭。。。于是1不理0决定和他绝交。。。中间有所纠结不过俩人确立了关系。
但是1风流习惯了，而且0因为长期暗恋导致心理有问题，对1的独占欲很强。矛盾高潮是因为1在决定和0绝交时被人打伤（二人关系能够确定也是因为1受伤后0悉心照顾~使1明白自己的真心~）其实是因为0的计划，然后1愤然离家，然后0从卑微的乞求到后来把1囚禁。。。然后把1弄残（那里弄残了。。。），最后1虽然明白彼此相爱但是不能接受这种进逼的爱，于是。。。最后0疯了。。。

我觉得我的剧透非常无聊非常看不下去，但是这真的是个不错的文~~希望看了我剧透不要对这文失望，可看性还是比较高的~~另外，这应该是老文了，而且作者敛一貌似只写了这一篇，我一直没有找到其他的文~~

Thanks http://tieba.baidu.com/f?kz=784798016 for the sypnosis

BE. its a BE.. Storyline is unique, but the writing is nt very good. 

My rating: ☆☆☆




186. 

《幸儿》作者：雪里红妆\

主要描写爱情与背叛的耽美故事~~
本文虐身虐心，慎入~~~

简介：幸儿自幼丧父，在继父的虐待下艰辛地长大，后来终于不堪忍受虐待逃走，后遇上画家沈其俊，被其收留，两人慢慢相爱，谁知沈其俊却为了获得支持一举成名，将幸儿送给某公司董事长展翔。一个月后沈其俊按照约定想把幸儿接回，然而，因为沈其俊的背叛而受到伤害的幸儿却不愿随他离开，宁肯做展翔一生的玩物…… 




My rating: ☆☆☆☆




187. 深宫囚




　　作者：鸠羽千夜
类别：古代，皇帝攻将军受，囚禁，

次次的逃脱，最终还是落在他手里。。。 

My rating: ☆☆☆☆ 




188. 




《绿石榴》

类别：校园，现代，逃离

梦里头的叶凉看着这人拿来蓝药水,预备把他已撩起的裤管再撩上去,不由自主的就往后靠,后头就是一面墙了,他已无处可去,于是硬逼着自己去开这个口:"我自己来就好……我够得着的……其实没有多疼……谢谢你了……”
这人看见叶凉死死抵着墙，脸色比墙还白，整个人变成一只走投无路的兔子，就有些措手不及：原来叶凉你多少还是晓得一些了的……我还以为你什么也不晓得……
他用一种又湿又热的目光直直看了叶凉一阵，轻轻将药放在叶凉面前，转身走了……




think that it can be better, the ending is abrupt, and some of the interestisng and important part, writer just briefly scribble through with a few sentences. it's quite a pity, seeing that the writer's writing skill is up-to my standard. 




My rating: ☆☆☆




189. 




《君臣》

作者：傀儡偶师

类别：古代，朝廷，黑心腹皇帝攻将军受，报仇，虐心，HE，

主角：瑞雪
你是君，我是臣
你要我忠诚，我给你忠诚；
你要我牺牲，我为你牺牲；
你要我死，我必定得死；
然而，我的一切是否能够换回你一点的垂怜。
在遍体鳞伤之后，
你依然是我的君，我仍旧是你的臣。
瑞雪，身为人臣，爱上了自己的君主。原本以为卑微的爱着就可以了，却没有想到他成为了皇帝利用的工具。当他爱的更加深，更加不能自拔的时候，这才发现所有加诸在他身上的悲剧，竟是自己所爱之人一手的杰作！
呵呵，身为人臣，弑君是他所做不出的，既然如此，就让他远远的被放逐吧！再不相见对两人或许是最好的结局……也许可以不记恨，但再爱却也不能了……




I super love the ending. Well, it's a bit confusing bou the last chapter but after you read the extra chapter, it makes you think more about the story ending. 

My rating: ☆☆☆☆




190. 




《少爷的奴才》

作者：傀儡偶师

类别：奴役，古代，

“你从一开始就知道，对不对？”少爷在我怀里沙哑的问。
“知道。从雨中遇见你，我就知道了。夫人一走，你就出现，太巧合……”
“我骗了你。”
“我心甘情愿。”
“你还喝我的药？”
“那又怎么样……我喝的时候，是看着你，喝的，便也是一种幸福。”
“你骗我。”
“你心甘情愿。”
“我好庆幸，你还是你。”
他抬头看我，我笑了。
嫣然一笑。
过往的一切，曾经的伤痕，受过的羞辱，在他的话里，都不重要了……
这一切，都不重要了。




My rating: ☆☆☆




191。




《热病（SM）》

作者：傀儡偶师

主角：赵辉、孙浩
这是一个真实发生的SM故事。
一个不想再玩SM的小M
和一个偶然找到他的小S
两个人，在生活中，发生了许多平常人会发生的事情。
SM部分慎入。
也许很多人看过很多调教系的文章了。
也许好多人已经对SM耳熟能详。
我所要讲述的，都是真实发生过的事情，在我生命中的，那个特别的人。
这个故事无所谓对错，也无所谓悲喜。
一直到我和他终结的时刻。
抑或是分手？
抑或是生命直到死亡？
我不太清楚终结究竟是何时何地。
如此而已

 I usually wouldn't recommend a H story here, but this one, even if the title indicated SM with hinted of H, there isn't VERY explicit detailed H, but the story plot and the relationship are pretty good. 







My rating: ☆☆☆☆




192. 





《凌漫》

All my favorite novel links/recommendations part 5

141.

《观棋不语》

类别：校园，虐心

看了这句简介对这文感兴趣：

那句爱你始终不说出口，怎么能不虐，但说出又如何，我什么保证都给不了你~

还不错，小攻霸道别扭，小受强悍，两人都是直的，都不愿意承认对对方的爱

My rating: ☆☆☆☆

142.

俘虏

类别：古风，强受，宫廷，虐

黄沙漫漫，斜阳如血，几只雄鹰在空中来回打著盘旋，正是日暮时分，方圆几里却看不见一丝炊烟，为这边城的黄昏更添了几许孤单荒凉……

看的我流泪。。

My rating: ☆☆☆☆☆

143.

叛将

类别：古风，强受，宫廷，虐

元渭支走卧房内侍候的所有人，关上房门，走到他旁边，挨著他坐了，就去握他的手。
　　柏啸青畏惧地缩了缩，终於还是让元渭握住了。
　　元渭微笑，怕是从前对自己恐惧的记忆，还残留著一些影子：“潜芝……你这个样子，有多好。什麽都听朕的，再也不会离开朕。”
　　用手捧住柏啸青的脸，用白玉般修长的手指，一点点描摹他带著些沧桑风尘，却依然俊朗的轮廓。
　　“这些时，朕和你相处，想了很多……反正这里没人，你听不明白，也不会说话，朕就悄悄说给你听。”元渭以近乎痴迷的眼神凝视著他，声音低柔和缓，“朕想，朕还是喜欢你的……一直、一直。所以，朕舍不得你死，朕要你，永远陪在身边。”

　　听了这话，柏啸青的眸中掠过一丝惊惧惶恐，随即缓缓垂下眼帘，将情绪掩饰掉。
　　“呵呵……朕真是和你一样傻了……对你说这些话，又有什麽用……你什麽都不懂，什麽都不懂。”

My rating: ☆☆☆☆☆

144, 

《王爷的贴身侍卫》
类别：古风，宫廷，黑心腹攻
我是一个老实人，安安稳稳在王府做了快两年侍卫，转眼就可以拿钱回家娶媳妇了。却因为一次小小的意外成了冷酷王爷的贴身小侍卫。 小侍卫一心一意要回家娶媳妇，气坏了独占欲极强的冷酷王爷王爷，王爷发话了：小奴才，下辈子再娶吧……

My rating: ☆☆☆☆☆

145. 
 枫无涯 by  黑色禁药

类别：NP，虐，奇幻，强攻强受，

也许他是真的心狠手辣，坚忍执著，又或者是如他们所唾骂的那般下贱歹毒。

总之他的世界异於常人。

他明知那人厌恶自己，痛恨自己，也依旧要死死抓住对方，用尽一切方法将他牢牢绑在身边，甚至不惜残忍地拆散那人曾相爱过的恋人，强迫那人只能看著自己，只能跟自己交合。

　　他就像一条冷血而坚定的毒蛇，紧紧守著身边的宝物，容不得半点他人的窥视。

　　这样的相处模式，注定换不来那人的一丝感情。

　　而他也并不在乎，只要那个人能一直留在他身边，得不到心也无所谓。




　　他并不贪婪，他要的只有那麽简单。

　　尽管为了这简单的所得，他需要付出全部，承受一切。

　　然而面对越来越僵化的关系，那人愈演愈烈的讽刺，厌恶，甚至於侮辱。

　　他真的没有痛觉麽？他的血真的只能是冷的麽？

NOt only can she draw, her writing is very good too. she tends to write novel of np pairings, where uke is 'loved' by lots of strong 霸道 semes.and all her stories are 虐心，H 很好， 最吸引的还是她的故事情节，复杂，震撼，悬疑。。。

My rating: ☆☆☆☆☆

146。
豺狼虎狈

My rating: ☆☆☆

147. 
《冰山王爷的爱人》
类别：古风

唐宋本是官宦子弟，因为父亲得罪了当朝权贵而沦为官奴。在当了一夜的泄欲工具之
后，唐宋成了寒王府的一名小厮。本以为从此可以过平静的生活，但偏偏有人喜欢和
他过不去……
My rating: ☆☆☆

148. 

《一念之间》
类别：校园，逃离，霸道攻，现代
幸福从来看不到起点，看不到终点，
就像清晨拉开窗帘，阳光洒落进来，
虽然不可触摸，却是满室温柔，
很多很多年后，总是在梦醒之后，还会露出满足的微笑，
回头看，幸福只在一念之间。
by苏特——一念之间
My rating: ☆☆☆☆☆

149. 
黑色接触
类别：强攻强受，黑道， 现代，
我骑着自己歪歪扭扭的单车，第10次准备冲刺。当前所在位置：不起眼的公园门边；目标：马路上正急速开过来的白色宝马。我已经在这条路上埋伏将近一个星期了。 
　　来了！来了！我心跳如雷，一鼓作气的猛冲了上去。
　　破自行车撞上了那辆价值不菲的名贵跑车，我滑到了车子底下，紧贴着车轮，好险！只差一点点就真的见死神去了。
　　地上蔓延开触目惊心的血，我自己也吓了一大跳，第一反应是赶紧摸摸头，还好，不是撞到头。
　　车主人慌忙下来了，年轻，男性，一身优雅得体的打扮，一张绝对优质的脸庞。
………………

刚看开头，还以为是个 jieng 受，没想到会是个不一样的。。
My rating: ☆☆☆☆

150. 
《不详人》
类别：奇幻，痴呆受，BE
八岁那年，葆初的亲娘去世，爹娶了後娘进门。从此，家中洗衣做饭，担水劈柴，大小杂事都落在了葆初尚稚嫩的肩膀。
十岁，因为一场大病，又没有得到及时的照顾治疗，漂亮的少年葆初被烧坏了脑袋，变得痴痴傻傻，直到如今。
不料葆初还有一处怪异，能道人生死……

My rating: ☆☆☆

151.
《《牧神的午后》》内容简介：
午后的阳光下，半人半兽的牧神在午睡，恍忽中他见到了美丽的水精灵，牧神在半梦半醒中与水精灵交欢……待牧神醒来，这段似幻似真的美妙印象越来越模糊不清，是经历还是梦，他再也说不出来……
类别：校园，
经典校园文。 
My rating: ☆☆☆

152。
《终生操盘》
类别：强受，现代，对头， 强推荐！虐！！逃离，
骄傲俊美的凌川，才华横溢；当终于将心托付给那个霸道恶劣的、亦师亦友的男人后，如何面对他就是强暴自己亲生弟弟这个残酷的现实？
处心积虑的报复，是否就是唯一的办法，可以解开那残酷心结？
当报复成功时，心中最多的，是快意还是痛楚？
当历尽伤害和凌虐，当误会和报仇终于成为过去，他们是不是还能回到从前？……

开头是描述攻千方百计查到逃离的受，然后描述过去的纠风。。
我很喜欢结局。

My rating: ☆☆☆☆☆

153. 
谁说的永远（出书版）

腹黑攻和花心受。
一点点的牵绊和动心，到底是谁说的永远？如果是的话，谁能告诉我属于自己的永远的开始，是否是与你的相遇？

很特别的受。霸道的攻，文笔中上，不虐甜蜜值得一看。
My rating: ☆☆☆☆

154.
《困在网中央》

类别：师生，逃离，背叛，现代，
一只可爱的虫子总是在无意间做让自己后悔的事，但就是学不乖一次一次继续做着，同是也被一个爱虫子的人一次一次原谅着！纠结的爱着一直持续很多年。。。。。
My rating: ☆☆☆☆

155. 
《风苒》
类别：现代，一受多攻，
内容简介：
我，风苒，明岭高中高二（三）班学生。无父无母，自个管自个，逍遥自在。
他，范涛，明岭高中高三（一）班学生。父亲是黑道老大，而他，子承父业，是本地区所有高校黑道上的头儿。他很有钱，黑道么，钱来得容易。
我和他，有着非常密切的联系，他替我租公寓、替我交学费、给我生活费、零花钱、替我教训所有我看不顺眼的人……有时我在想，我象他养的一只米虫，还是只顶喜欢找麻烦的米虫。
不过我不觉得他亏，因为我是他的朋友，他就得养我。
什么？朋友凭什么必须养你？
是，普通朋友是不一定非养我不可，可是又抱，又亲，又躺在一张床上的朋友，他就非养不可，这是我做他的“男”朋友的首要条件。

文笔的不是我的胃口但还可以，让我满意的是结局（受选择的攻）意想不到！ HE。

156,
《你怎么舍得让我的爱流向海》


这白天穿得光光亮亮的家夥就是一狼种，谁被逮住了谁倒八辈子霉。以前小妹经常说我这麽欺负顾鹏飞她都看不下去了，真想把我拖出去鞭尸，我是比那窦娥还冤死，我说你要是亲眼看见他晚上怎麽捣腾我的包准你都能为我的苦命而流干革命阶级同情的泪水。
　我回忆完我受压迫的岁月，抬头看到这厮一脸无辜而理直气壮地瞧我，就跟他想做的事情是那麽纯洁而纯真的，我就很想笑出来，可我马上就後悔了，这种厚脸皮的人你不能给他任何可乘之机，他见我笑了以为我准了，立刻亮出了狼爪子扑上来，我立马就慌了，想使出终极防狼术抽他耳光，可您想想我俩距离这麽近，我胳臂抡不圆就是打著了也没杀伤力啊，反而还像一打情骂俏欲迎还拒了，我忙说你你你你别乱来，要不我喊了啊，他一脸奸笑，说你要放得下这面子，尽管喊。我突然就觉著这对白怎麽这麽熟悉呢，敢情我就像是一被歹徒非礼的小娘们。
　他的动作那是真比抢钱还快，眨眼工夫就解开我裤子的皮带，一边狠命往下拽手一边往里伸，我扭著身子躲他，在他那牛一般的体重下辛苦极了，我这是後悔啊，英明的我失策就失策在错过了最佳反抗时机，没有一开始就将他那非分的企图扼杀在摇篮里，现在要从魔爪中全身而退已经基本上是我的理想与梦想，而对於现实却是空想与妄想罢了。

This is a very long story. but HE.读的我累死。。


157. 
《思凡（公子欢喜）》
主角：文舒、勖扬
东海龙宫的潋滟公主喜欢勖扬天君。
文舒在一旁默默地看著这个娇纵的女子奉献、告白及至心碎。
早已明白高傲的天君绝不会为谁凝眸驻足，文舒小心翼翼地把自己的喜欢藏进心底里，期待有一天能回到属於自己的凡间。
勖扬天君自小鄙弃这个总是跟在自己身旁的凡人。
可真有一天，当这个顺从的凡人开口说要离去，勖扬君却震怒异常。
他的高傲怎能被凡人羞辱？
於是步步紧逼，掐断他离开的所有希望，满以为他会就此死心，却不料他竟决绝地撕裂了衣袖堕入轮?命盘也不愿再见他。
悲伤铺天盖地而来，他许诺过要陪伴他直到灰飞烟灭啊！
高高在上的天君这才惊觉，那道乖顺而静默的人影早已深深刻进了他的眼……
三千年相依相随，能否再许他一个重头来过的机会？
My rating: ☆☆☆☆


158. 
《Spider》
经历过大学初萌却失意恋情的小受在知道身患绝症的情况下和高干子弟小攻相遇了，但是本身的遭遇决定了小受的冷情...故事的结束已小受的离开结束，但是在相关故事《观棋不语》中说小攻找到小受了...所以相信幸福吧~~ 

My rating: ☆☆☆

159. 
《重生之苏晨的幸福生活》 苏晨，男，二十九岁，生日当天，工作丢了，股票被套牢了，男朋友和别人跑了。不过此人个性凉薄，对钱财观念不重，工作可以再找，股票可能会升值，两条腿的男人满大街都是。于是，此君仍吃得香睡得好。  没曾想到一觉醒来，竟重回到高中时代！  一切重来之后，会有什么际遇？  金钱？会有的！  美男？也会有的——不过，不需要这么多吧  

Hair Loss, Alopecia Areata, And a visit to Dr Ting at Jln Imbi

Second week after I started my medical phase 2, which spent more time in wards and hospitals and it is totally different study environment compared to phase 1. I moved to a new place, my best friend who was supposed to stay with me left (due to a reason), I got no transportation (going to school need 8 min drive), and there was no food (no car, and no shops around here), and the house was depressing (with no furnitures, water heater etc), and even school was depressinggg..

The stress factor I believed triggered the cause.

My mother started noticing a bald patch on my scalp, left temporal to be exact. Then, the next day when I showered, I noticed more hair was pulled out when I washed my hair. At first I thought it was nothing, that it might stopped after some time. But I turned out to be wrong, VERY wrong.

The hair loss become gradually worsened, and exaggerated. It goes to my frontal hair, and right temporal hair. My hair thinned in general. And as second week approached, it got even worse. More hair fall out, and it was very obvious that there was sth wrong. I tried some shampoo, which only worked to decrease the oilyness of my hair but did none on my hair loss. I visited a doctor who specialized in skin (dermatitist) in seremban. She managed to give me a blood result to exclude out SLE, hyperthyroidism. But there is evidence that autoimmune problem existed due to low C3 and C4. But she did not solve my problem. She assured me that the hair will come back eventually but did nothing more for my treatment.

After two more weeks, I decided to go visit Dr. Ting, the famous dermatitist mentioned all over the website when you searched 'skin specialist/Dr. Ting hoon chin' I know I should have go visit him even earlier when This problem was less serious.. :(

Anyway, my mother went with me. We took bus from seremban to kl, even though we do have a house in kl, but the drive was long as it's situated at the total opposite site across kl city, and we are not familiar with the roads, so we left our new car back home, so we have to go back to seremban by the day itself. We reached there at 9.30am. GOD... there were so many people inside the clinic. There was no taking of registration numbers. All paitents has to make appointment to see the doctor. If you want to make appointment, you have to book two days earlier. I remembered myself making an appointment once about 3/4 days earlier in the afternoon to book for a sat's appointment, and she said I should call on thurs morning, AND the booking will be filled up very fast if you don't call in fast. If you come without appointment, you can only come at between 8-9 am. that was what she told us.

We are lucky because the nurse agreed to give me a call after knowing I came all the way here to see the doctor. I was called back at 12. Rushed there from sungai wang. registered, and waited till 2. and I was called in.

He looked at my scalp, and told me the diagnosis. A.A -- Alopecia areata. I expected it. since I googled up the website, and putting two to two according to what the previous doctor told me. Therefore, I was not surprised to see Dr. Ting to take out the injections vial and needles and syringe and drawed three times (which I am not sure of the volume of med - probably rogaine) and poked at least 6 different areas on my head. (mainly on the places where I loss the hair)

It was ... scary and numbed. And I tell myself to stay strong. But in the end I still have to lie down for the last injection cause I was feeling a bit dizzy and weak. I couldn't help but remembered and worried about the side effects of the med and the prognosis of my illness, now that it's confirmed.

When I finished, I was prescribed with a 'lotion' which I presumed to be steroids and also orange medications. I probably will ask about the names of the med next time when I visited. My next schedule will be on one month later. So I have to go for another six months for the injections, each time three big injections... omg... My hair...

I still wished for my hair to grow back.. It's very obvious if one took a closer look at my hair. I ABSOLUTELY do not want it to come back.. but knowing what I am having, there is no guarantee.. :(

kichiku megane official novels, desktop assessories

Most of those who played BL games must know this game. ^_^ I started checking this out from manga. It focuses on Megane Katsuya x Midou. And naturally, being a sad sadistic fangirl, I fall in love with the story almost immediately.

And so I started hunting down for the game. As I am aware that it doesn't have english translated game, I downloaded chinese version (lucky I know chinese and there is chinese translated by otomedream).

Quite contrary to my initial plan, I came to love Midou x normal Katsuya the most. Followed by Honda x normal Katsuya. yeah yeah, you might ask, why not megane Katsuya?? Nooo.. don't misunderstand. I meant I did like megane Katsuya, when he's angry with Midou, he's sooo cool, that is what I think. But as soon as I played the normal Katsuya route, I found that side of him more ... cute ukish, and his personality is my favorite type. In the first game, his story with Honda almost made me cry and in kichiku megane R, the sequel, I can feel the strong love between him and Midou. I squeaked when Midou cried out his name when he was hit by the car. Megane Katsuya became more human-like in kichiku R but normal Katsuya became more demanding/selfish in kichiku R. It doesn't really bothered me, cause I still love Katsuya.

Other than manga, visual Fan book, and games, this producer, Tamami had created the official novel for the story. There are currently two books. First story focused on Midou x normal Katsuya (kya!), and second on megane Katsuya x Midou.
I tried searching for the translated version for the novel but only managed to find the raw and chinese versions. Can find them all from Aarinfantasy. I am planning to translate the novel. In fact, am halfway through with it, dunno if I will have the determination to finish it all or not. the only reason I'm doing this despite the long translation work, is because I love the story. :)

And then, there's these desktop assessories. see the pic above? the little cute chibi katsuya and midou?? This mascot is actually included in the fandisc along with wallpaper and screensaver. this mascot can talk with you, congrats you on your birthday, and you can choose his fashion for him! Katsuya or any other character that you chooses played as alarm clock, and you can even ask his seme/uke out to join him decorate your desktop. :D and as time passes, the 'talk' function will turn green, n he will speak different things to you as you clicked. And then... there's the music function, where you played the music through him, he will pick up a microphone and sing. All summarized in one word, it's cute!
And that's not all, the screensaver... there are three types. and one of them is the chibi type (again) it's cute, the katsuya with a bread dangling in his mouth, picking a bottle of milk running along the road, then the midou carrying a file, with two stars around him to bring out his coolness, walking along the road, and honda with the ball kicking etc etc. All animated!

Kichiku megane (chinese translated) download from here (japanese can go AF again)

Kichiku megane R (chinese translated) download from here

All three desktop accessories in kichiku megane R can download from here . (raysource needed)

The manga (licensed) .. u can find find yourself, if cannot only you pm me. hahaha.
volume 2 ongoing (focus on honda x normal katsuya)

visual fanbook can download from here

official novel in japanese can download from here

Ranting

Jus A ranting of the day, rather the week. whic was supposed to be the best of year, waatever.

都是FB 惹的祸。
都不知道你在坚持什么。这什么跟什么阿？看看都知道不可能的。难道你要当真啊？？
还有
别把我牵扯进去。

头脑清醒点！

Finder Series

poor aki.. XD - Chapter 1 of Escape and Love

And I totally squeaked at Asami's appearance! - Chapter 1 of Escape and Love

Can someone please render and color that pic?? -Chapter 2 of Escape and Love (Finder series)

Edited: There I rendered it!!! o.O Not the best, I know, I'm a real amateur on photoshop. sigh. but hey, at least it's my first ever rendered pic. :D

Hm. :D because of this pic, I have to change my blog into a 18 + blog. hahahahah.

Even though Finder isn't my FIRST BL manga, it caught my eyes the moment I read it, and still is my top fav. The plot is hot, the characters are HOT, even H scenes are HOOOT! *fly off and hide under blanket* Asami is the kinda seme that I dreamt of, cool, strong, high-ecosocial status, etc. He's just perfect. :D Aki, cute but at the same time strong in character as well. Finder ended with the Hong Kong part, vol 5.

There I thought Finder series by Yamane Amano's works ended with the Extra chapter of Vol 5, and just recently found out that it's still continuing into Vol 6. Escape and Love. Kya. I can't express the excitement with words when I see the new story with the arts. It's just soooo breath-taking. I'm so in love with this couple _ Asami x Akihito. *rant on and on* -- just ignore me.

Currently there are three chapters translated into english, the 4th chap is released end of last month but lucky for me, I managed to read it in a different language. N now I'm just so desperate for the next chapter to come out!!! why does it have to stop at the interestng part??? T_T

Goodbye IMU

IT"S FINALLY OVER. ah well.. except the part that I still have to wait for my exam and worried about whether if I would fail the exam or not.. but what's done is done... like what my friend said... no use crying over spill milk. sigh. The thing is, it feels like centuries since I last remembered myself enjoying fully without having to worry about EOS exam countdown clock and unfinished lecturer notes that I have to catch up with everyday. There's just no one second that I wouldn't think about "I hadn't finished the notes. I'm doomed. Exam's in *** (fill in the blank) time" then, I'd get nervous even when I were watching movie or trying to indulge myself in reading (which is my hobbie). Yeah, it was stressed. Waking up everyday those few weeks only to think that I can't remember this I can't remember that. Or is this answer correct and I have to run over and check for the answer. =.=
Finally, it's all over. I still couldn't get over the hyper-activeness of exam-free mood. =D but that's short-lived, perhaps. Whenever I thought of how I had done especially in the OSCE exam, I can't help but think 'I screwed it'. T_T
Hopefully, really hopefully.. this is the real goodbye and just please.. let me pass my exams.