I'm going to be 22 years old soon and I can't help but to think that I have been single for so long and I wished to find one bf soon, someone who I can be devoted to and loved and who loved me as well.
This year, I learn to dress up and make up (a little). I tried to speak up a little more, and I tried to be comfortable, just be myself around people. But there's still a lot lacking, my confidence. I can't help thinking I'm inferior to other girls out there around me. It's so different world from Sibu, KL is full of pretty girl and attractive girl, both in appearances and personalities, I mean, hell yeah, I got some confessions when I was back in my hometown, but now? I shrink and shrink into nothing, like an unnoticed dot in the black board.
I wanted to straightened my hair or maybe curl my hair, I remembered myself taking lots of pictures when I was in college, hell, I missed my straight hair. My hair itself is not very curly but still.. messy.
wat the hell.. I don't knw why I'm even blabbling in here, but it's really bugging me. When will cupid of love shoot its arrow at me, with the right man? :|
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