Lazy

What am i doing here? It's only the second week since school started but i felt like i had tons to catch up. Okay, starting from the basics, everyone are finding reference books, and yet i felt so carefree. then, i thought i had really finished reading all the lecture notes, but i still feel not enough since others are trying to get the books to read. From time to time, i will ask myself, WHy the hell am I in medicine again??

I know this's not the first time i felt like this. I'm just lazy... Curse me.

Today, i heard from my friend that there are people who have to repeat their year. I feel lucky enough that I didn't have to repeat the semester. If not, i won't have the guts to continue studying and repeating the same thing all over again, besides, I won't have the confidence to continue in this career. so, if i'm forced to repeat, I'd rather drop it.

Enough. ENough... I can't waste my parents money.
Time for revision.
Like hell!!